i always hated to make, see someone unhappy n so i tend to keep everything to myself. This time it has gone wrong, all wrong. It hurts. Seriously. It hurts too much. This is all my fault. You have every right to be angry and disappointed wit me.

It was because i had loved u so much tats why i didnt wanna tell u. But i had never thought tat things would become like tat. You are right. Our friendship was stronger then anything. But i blew it. With my own fucking hands. I'm stupid to let small things like tat to be e main problem in our friendship. I hate myself.

I don't detest u at all. Neither do i wan this friendship to die. But i guess i just did it. I have hurt someone i love deeply. Its kind of late to say this now. But anyways, I'm very sorry for the pain i've caused you. I'm sorry rachel, for causing ur pain.