I'm having lots of flashbacks today and i dunno why. Maybe e sake is having effects on me.

I was just packing some things wit my mum at e new place. Wondering where my god-damn sister has gone to. I told my mum tat i dun understand why my sis have so many things to do during e weekends. i mean, wad can she do ?? She loves to disappear on friday and then appear on sunday nite without telling anyone in e family. I mean, wheres ur sense of responsibility ??? I feel so sad for my mum everytime i see her waiting for someone who doesnt give a freaking damn abt this family. I can see tat mum's tired. Wads e use of carrying a damn phone when u dun answer it ??? Only when ur boyfriend call then u answer. Might as well not have one.

Mum was explaining to me. She is just carrying out her responsibility as a mum to her. To listen or not to listen is up to her. Mum will continue doing it till she dies. Because its her responsibility to do all this. Mum also said tat she will continue to pray hard for sis. Hoping one day, sis will turn back to god. Mum have been asking sis to play a little lesser n wake up early to go to church e next morning. But she dun listen. Mum said something which makes damn lot of sense. She said, tats e difference between getting a christian boyfriend n a non-christian boyfriend. Theres lots of difference. A non-christian will not noe e word of e lord n may even be anti-christ, it is up to e female to bring him n e whole family in e future to e lord. But if e female's faith is not strong enough, how can she save her family in e future ??

My mum refuse to give up on sis cos tat will be e satan's wish come true. Satan loves breaking families up. If mum dun give a damn on sis, sis might never be saved. I'm begining to realise how wonderful my mum is. I may have complained, cursed n swear at her, but i still love her anyways.