Had the biggest shock of my life today but i'm not allowed to say wad. Period.

So ya, met with nicole at wheelock place before heading to NANA THAI !!! Had tom yum soup. MMMMM MMMMM. Then walked around in search for nic's sunglasses. Finally got one at 77th street.

Then went to wisma for starbucks BUT dunno why suddenly got soooo many people there. Decided to try coffee bean at taka. A hell lot of people there too but thank god theres somewhere to sit.

Left for the mrt station cos nic need to meet her mum at her workplace. Came home. Had dinner then watched the 'GREAT SHOW' live from the house of ang. It was kinda funny. Grams talked nonsense about me not going aussie cos of her and cried plus her heart pain, breathless nonsense. Then kena huge scolding from mother.

grams: why isnt she(me) going ?? is it because of me ??
Mum: i'm not going to entertain your nonsense.
grams: I KNEW IT!! i can buy food for myself. Don't because of me then she cannot go.
-rattles on and on about her being able to live by herself nonsense-
Mum: nobody said anything about her not going because of you. you are not THAT big you know.
grams: -Starts crying- Got so much sickness and pain. So old alr.
Mum: Wth are u crying for ??? dun even know wads going on then want to come here talk 3 talk 4. Wad sickness you have ?? wad did the doctor say ?? NOTHING !! its all in ur mind.
grams: i dun wanna say alr, my heart pain, i got no breath. its all my fault can ???
Mum: you forever same pattern one
grams: -continues crying and then shuts up-

-aunt offered some biscuits to mum for grams-

Mum: don't need to give her anything, she doesnt deserve it.

The dialog is freaking funny can ?? i was like laughing at the side. The expressions and words exchanged, PRICELESS.

Grams being cranky(when mum's away) is the last thing anyone, especially me, would want. Oh god bless me.

Where did i go wrong, i lost a friend
Somewhere along in bitterness
and i would have stayed up with you all night
had i know how to save a life.